wondering

I find myself thinking of certain things. And then my mind jumps to
wondering about things that are none of my business, probably. But
maybe they are.... but maybe I don't want to know, though. Probably
not. Definitly not. No, thank you.

So I go back to the original thought and then I think about how I
wondered, and if what I was wondering about is not true then why can't
I think of the things I was thinking in the first place, you know?

Glad to have got that out somewhere. It's a load off my mind.